Huh?
For those of you who are actually missing my Sunday bible-blogs, here’s one for ya (for yesterday, that is):
Meaning ~
I have more than enough for my needs.
Origin ~
From the Bible, Psalms 23:5 (King James Version):
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Huh?
For those of you who are actually missing my Sunday bible-blogs, here’s one for ya (for yesterday, that is):
Meaning ~
I have more than enough for my needs.
Origin ~
From the Bible, Psalms 23:5 (King James Version):
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Huh?
For those of you who are actually missing my Sunday bible-blogs, here’s one for ya (for yesterday, that is):
Meaning ~
I have more than enough for my needs.
Origin ~
From the Bible, Psalms 23:5 (King James Version):
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:
thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
FYI, all of you ditses & Doubting Thomases
, or anyone else out there who feels the need to put their 2 cents’ worth in today, when someone is mentally unsound, feeling suicidal & depressed, then come to me to "help" them, I tell them to get off of their arsses & do some work and be fruitful in some way, rather than sitting around crying all day to people – wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah.Then if they can’t get the gist of it, and continue to pester me, demanding all of my immediate attention regarding their negativity & unhealthy state of body & mind, all the while they’re unloading all of their problems onto me, but not actually listening to me when I give them good & solid advice, I end up telling them to seek help elsewhere, either by admitting themselves into a psychiatric hospital if they feel they are at the point of killing themselves &/or attend professional counselling.
If they choose to go ahead & SELFISHLY do themselves in anyway (while sometimes even leaving behind their VICTIMIZED innocent children), then that is not my problemo, chickie-poos!
God did not put me on the face of this earth to hold everyone’s hands & spoon-feed them, while they drain me & suck me dry both emotionally, financially, mentally & physically.
I may be a "Putzfrau" & take an interest in psychology and sociology, but that doesn’t put me in charge of cleaning up other people’s lives. Hey, isn’t it obvious to you already that I can hardly maintain my own life here?
By the way, I just sold a cage for $40 cash about 10 minutes ago, so if you want to start a business venture with me, or help me to work on mine, feel free to contact me…
…but if you’re only out to waste my precious time and prevent me from running my business here, while having absolutely nothing valuable to offer me, then you can eff off & leave me the fuck alone!
It’s a 
-eat- world out there, and the sooner you "get it" the sooner you will "get on with it".
So if you want someone to blame or someone to unload your negativity on today (or on any other day for that matter), take it elsewhere, please & thanx!
P E A C E 
FYI, all of you ditses & Doubting Thomases
, or anyone else out there who feels the need to put their 2 cents’ worth in today, when someone is mentally unsound, feeling suicidal & depressed, then come to me to "help" them, I tell them to get off of their arsses & do some work and be fruitful in some way, rather than sitting around crying all day to people – wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah.Then if they can’t get the gist of it, and continue to pester me, demanding all of my immediate attention regarding their negativity & unhealthy state of body & mind, all the while they’re unloading all of their problems onto me, but not actually listening to me when I give them good & solid advice, I end up telling them to seek help elsewhere, either by admitting themselves into a psychiatric hospital if they feel they are at the point of killing themselves &/or attend professional counselling.
If they choose to go ahead & SELFISHLY do themselves in anyway (while sometimes even leaving behind their VICTIMIZED innocent children), then that is not my problemo, chickie-poos!
God did not put me on the face of this earth to hold everyone’s hands & spoon-feed them, while they drain me & suck me dry both emotionally, financially, mentally & physically.
I may be a "Putzfrau" & take an interest in psychology and sociology, but that doesn’t put me in charge of cleaning up other people’s lives. Hey, isn’t it obvious to you already that I can hardly maintain my own life here?
By the way, I just sold a cage for $40 cash about 10 minutes ago, so if you want to start a business venture with me, or help me to work on mine, feel free to contact me…
…but if you’re only out to waste my precious time and prevent me from running my business here, while having absolutely nothing valuable to offer me, then you can eff off & leave me the fuck alone!
It’s a -eat- world out there, and the sooner you "get it" the sooner you will "get on with it".
So if you want someone to blame or someone to unload your negativity on today (or on any other day for that matter), take it elsewhere, please & thanx!
P E A C E
FYI, all of you ditses & Doubting Thomases
, or anyone else out there who feels the need to put their 2 cents’ worth in today, when someone is mentally unsound, feeling suicidal & depressed, then come to me to "help" them, I tell them to get off of their arsses & do some work and be fruitful in some way, rather than sitting around crying all day to people – wah, wah, wah, wah, wah, wah.Then if they can’t get the gist of it, and continue to pester me, demanding all of my immediate attention regarding their negativity & unhealthy state of body & mind, all the while they’re unloading all of their problems onto me, but not actually listening to me when I give them good & solid advice, I end up telling them to seek help elsewhere, either by admitting themselves into a psychiatric hospital if they feel they are at the point of killing themselves &/or attend professional counselling.
If they choose to go ahead & SELFISHLY do themselves in anyway (while sometimes even leaving behind their VICTIMIZED innocent children), then that is not my problemo, chickie-poos!
God did not put me on the face of this earth to hold everyone’s hands & spoon-feed them, while they drain me & suck me dry both emotionally, financially, mentally & physically.
I may be a "Putzfrau" & take an interest in psychology and sociology, but that doesn’t put me in charge of cleaning up other people’s lives. Hey, isn’t it obvious to you already that I can hardly maintain my own life here?
By the way, I just sold a cage for $40 cash about 10 minutes ago, so if you want to start a business venture with me, or help me to work on mine, feel free to contact me…
…but if you’re only out to waste my precious time and prevent me from running my business here, while having absolutely nothing valuable to offer me, then you can eff off & leave me the fuck alone!
It’s a -eat- world out there, and the sooner you "get it" the sooner you will "get on with it".
So if you want someone to blame or someone to unload your negativity on today (or on any other day for that matter), take it elsewhere, please & thanx!
P E A C E
As I have quoted above in German, "everything has its time" like Nastassia Kinski said (when she portrayed a good angel) in the multi-cultural 1993 Cannes Film Festival winner "Far Away, So Close" while cradling a dying man in her arms & whispering gentle words of comfort.
Those words ring so very true… "everything has it’s time"
but only if you ask God to deliver it to you first,
but you have to give him the time, as it’s very important that he knows it,
believe me!
I have been OMG-OMG-OMGing for the past 4 hrs or so because today just might be one of the most happiest & saddest days of my entire life.
I am calling it "good grief", the astounding emotions that I am feeling right now & in both respects of the term, for I am crying both sad & happy tears.
The happy tears are for God granting me my wish, & I am truly blown-away by it all right now and keep looking at the ceiling saying "thank-you God" over & over again while shedding tears on & off and intermittently, because the odds of what I had wished for were near to none, for that I am most certain. But I suppose by consistently & diligently putting forth my prayers & practising what I’ve been learning from the Power of Positive Thinking applications, it has been paying off for me. Never mind the rains & my dream promonitions. They, in themselves, are freaking me out!
The sad tears are for the mourning of a very good friend of mine who I found out had passed on and I am also overwhelmed by
a very profound & profuse profusion of utter confusion right now, trying to backtrack to the day that it might have happened.
I am flabberghasted, to say the least, and I broke out bawling my eyes out there for a bit, while shaking my head from side to side,
and now I’m even beginning to blame myself for not being able to prevent it from happening.
I’m even wondering if I may even have had a hand in it to begin with somehow by not
reaching out a hand when this person needed it the most.
I have already dealt with my own very best friend’s suicide in the same way, several years ago,
when I also experienced the very same emotions, thoughts & feelings,
so I’m just trying to remain rational here, by realizing there was nothing that I could have done to prevent this from coming about.
All in all, I guess you could say that today is a BOO-HOO GOOD-GRIEF DAY!
I LOVE YOU, GOD and I LOVE YOU, 
Thanks for granting my wishes; each & every time I ask, I receive.
So "ask & ye shall receive" (but don’t forget to give God the time & say eez 3 daily prayers).
I hope you all have a better-than-good day, and that the 
will always shine for you, come what may!
Never forget that for every death there is a birth,
for every sleep, there is a re-awakening,
for anything that can wither can fluorish again,
for there is no within if there is no without,
& there is no way back if there was no way in.
(quote unquote by ëCK on Sat Aug 29/09 & to be copyrited)
P e a c e ~ H a r m o n y ~ E q u a l i t y ~ E q u i l i b r i u m
& OR ELSE
As I have quoted above in German, "everything has its time" like Nastassia Kinski said (when she portrayed a good angel) in the multi-cultural 1993 Cannes Film Festival winner "Far Away, So Close" while cradling a dying man in her arms & whispering gentle words of comfort.
Those words ring so very true… "everything has it’s time"
but only if you ask God to deliver it to you first,
but you have to give him the time, as it’s very important that he knows it,
believe me!
I have been OMG-OMG-OMGing for the past 4 hrs or so because today just might be one of the most happiest & saddest days of my entire life.
I am calling it "good grief", the astounding emotions that I am feeling right now & in both respects of the term, for I am crying both sad & happy tears.
The happy tears are for God granting me my wish, & I am truly blown-away by it all right now and keep looking at the ceiling saying "thank-you God" over & over again while shedding tears on & off and intermittently, because the odds of what I had wished for were near to none, for that I am most certain. But I suppose by consistently & diligently putting forth my prayers & practising what I’ve been learning from the Power of Positive Thinking applications, it has been paying off for me. Never mind the rains & my dream promonitions. They, in themselves, are freaking me out!
The sad tears are for the mourning of a very good friend of mine who I found out had passed on and I am also overwhelmed by
a very profound & profuse profusion of utter confusion right now, trying to backtrack to the day that it might have happened.
I am flabberghasted, to say the least, and I broke out bawling my eyes out there for a bit, while shaking my head from side to side,
and now I’m even beginning to blame myself for not being able to prevent it from happening.
I’m even wondering if I may even have had a hand in it to begin with somehow by not
reaching out a hand when this person needed it the most.
I have already dealt with my own very best friend’s suicide in the same way, several years ago,
when I also experienced the very same emotions, thoughts & feelings,
so I’m just trying to remain rational here, by realizing there was nothing that I could have done to prevent this from coming about.
All in all, I guess you could say that today is a BOO-HOO GOOD-GRIEF DAY!
I LOVE YOU, GOD and I LOVE YOU,
Thanks for granting my wishes; each & every time I ask, I receive.
So "ask & ye shall receive" (but don’t forget to give God the time & say eez 3 daily prayers).
I hope you all have a better-than-good day, and that the will always shine for you, come what may!
Never forget that for every death there is a birth,
for every sleep, there is a re-awakening,
for anything that can wither can fluorish again,
for there is no within if there is no without,
& there is no way back if there was no way in.
(quote unquote by ëCK on Sat Aug 29/09 & to be copyrited)
P e a c e ~ H a r m o n y ~ E q u a l i t y ~ E q u i l i b r i u m
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& OR ELSE
As I have quoted above in German, "everything has its time" like Nastassia Kinski said (when she portrayed a good angel) in the multi-cultural 1993 Cannes Film Festival winner "Far Away, So Close" while cradling a dying man in her arms & whispering gentle words of comfort.
Those words ring so very true… "everything has it’s time"
but only if you ask God to deliver it to you first,
but you have to give him the time, as it’s very important that he knows it,
believe me!
I have been OMG-OMG-OMGing for the past 4 hrs or so because today just might be one of the most happiest & saddest days of my entire life.
I am calling it "good grief", the astounding emotions that I am feeling right now & in both respects of the term, for I am crying both sad & happy tears.
The happy tears are for God granting me my wish, & I am truly blown-away by it all right now and keep looking at the ceiling saying "thank-you God" over & over again while shedding tears on & off and intermittently, because the odds of what I had wished for were near to none, for that I am most certain. But I suppose by consistently & diligently putting forth my prayers & practising what I’ve been learning from the Power of Positive Thinking applications, it has been paying off for me. Never mind the rains & my dream promonitions. They, in themselves, are freaking me out!
The sad tears are for the mourning of a very good friend of mine who I found out had passed on and I am also overwhelmed by
a very profound & profuse profusion of utter confusion right now, trying to backtrack to the day that it might have happened.
I am flabberghasted, to say the least, and I broke out bawling my eyes out there for a bit, while shaking my head from side to side,
and now I’m even beginning to blame myself for not being able to prevent it from happening.
I’m even wondering if I may even have had a hand in it to begin with somehow by not
reaching out a hand when this person needed it the most.
I have already dealt with my own very best friend’s suicide in the same way, several years ago,
when I also experienced the very same emotions, thoughts & feelings,
so I’m just trying to remain rational here, by realizing there was nothing that I could have done to prevent this from coming about.
All in all, I guess you could say that today is a BOO-HOO GOOD-GRIEF DAY!
I LOVE YOU, GOD and I LOVE YOU,
Thanks for granting my wishes; each & every time I ask, I receive.
So "ask & ye shall receive" (but don’t forget to give God the time & say eez 3 daily prayers).
I hope you all have a better-than-good day, and that the will always shine for you, come what may!
Never forget that for every death there is a birth,
for every sleep, there is a re-awakening,
for anything that can wither can fluorish again,
for there is no within if there is no without,
& there is no way back if there was no way in.
(quote unquote by ëCK on Sat Aug 29/09 & to be copyrited)
P e a c e ~ H a r m o n y ~ E q u a l i t y ~ E q u i l i b r i u m
& OR ELSE
Now there is strength & power for ya! See my humore came beck! Now some of yooz r weelly gonna fink I’ve completely gone off my rocker today, but others of you who already know me will get a kick or two, or maybe even three out of it, plus a belly fulla laughter, & you’ll probably be left with a lot of Q’s & "what-ifs".
Uno, when I’m feelin’ overwhelmed by people, I work for about an hour, dusting & cleaning, and re-arranging things, or I go for at least an hour-long walk. But before I do that, I always keep in mind that when the Lord speaks, he speaks in strange ways & then I say my 3 daily prayers, and if you don’t know what they are by now, figure them out – I dare you to delve deeper into eez werld! Be my guest, but don’t say I didn’t warn you.
If you’re still feeling troubled about anything after you’ve produced sumfin & taken in a little bit of exercise, then sit down, get some paper & a pen in hand, then write down, in point form, all of your random thoughts. I call this “gathering”… as in gathering your thoughts together. Anyway, I have found this helps me out a lot all the way around in my life.
And gathering from yesterday’s outcome, it was a day full of learning, exercise & trials, but it was a lot of fun and mostly all created by myself. On a whim, I decided to walk uptown rather than taking a bus. And being the peep-watcher that I am, I happened to notice, at random, a lot of younger women trailing behind a man, and it shawr di’int luke pritty, eh? And wouldn’t ya know it, I bumped into a friend in little Euro who was waiting in line to cash a post-dated cheque, along with the rest of a throng of maybe about 50 people, who were mainly men. Then I happened to notice that a lot of women were impatiently hovering in the doorways nearby, while nervously sucking away on cigarettes.
I told him that I decided to get my hair cut on the spur of the moment and wanted to get an eyeful of peeps along the way (and in this context, I mean people). I also filled him in on how I was thoroughly enjoying following the women in particular and studying their gait. I don’t find it improper in any way, because I am doing nothing out of the ordinary except for taking sidelong & beforelong (haha) glances out of my dark glasses. What I do not like to do is stare at people for too long or look at them when people point them out to me by striking their arm & fingers out at them, and if you are tricked into following their direction, you are the one who will usually end up getting caught by catching their eyes when their eyes catch you in the act. That must make them feel pretty creeped-out, wouldn’t you think, and you would probably be made to feel like a creep when you end up being stared down for taking peeps of peeps. Uh huh… now that is darn-right all-around rude!
Getting back to the rest of the afternoon, we went & picked up lunch at a Japanese grill & he asked if I could clean his house for him and offered me a beer. After we ate our lunch & he began to complain about this & that, I told him I wasn’t into cleaning up his subtle messes & that he was quite capable of doing it himself. So while the going was good, I packed up the super nice Euro threads he picked up for me, gave thanks & left, making my way back to the Gore Park area, where I picked up a smickey of Wiser’s for later on (and this is the first one I bought since that “fateful” day last year, when I came down with a puke & shit filled heavenuvva flu that lasted for well over a month). Now wasn’t that an appropriate subliminal choice for the theme of my mood, and I didn’t even feel giddy or lackadaisical from drinking it yesterday, although it did help to calm my nerves a bit.
But they were certainly not calm when I bumped into another fellow while on the way to catching my bus, who was so enraptured by me that he began to make advances toward me. He began by saying “I’ll show you mine if you show me yours” just like he was a little kid or sumfin (hee hee hee). I didn’t think it was funny at all when I told him “no” & he proceeded to whip his dick out and fondle it, asking me if I thought it was nice. I said, “yeah, I guess it’s okay”, even though I thought it was pretty geikly, and insisted that I take my leave, but he just kept right on wanting to grope & fondle me.
You can imagine my sigh of relief when I finally ran down the street & caught the bus just in the nick of time!
But there is one good thing that came out of it all – I gave a woman the shirt off my back while I was down there & I feel that this was my good deed of the day. I didn’t even care that it was one of my most favourite shirts because this woman obviously needed one & I knew that I already owned hundreds of shirts & that I can buy another one any time I feel like doing so. And nope, silleez, I didn’t go around topless after that or sport nothing but a bra – I came prepared by dressing layered (as I often do) & wearing my black sequinned "wife-beater" underneath.
Speaking of the Lord & the Lord speaking, I just finished praying my 3 daily prayers, and I’m going to tell you what came into my mind yesterday, when he spoke through me. Now these are only thoughts, okay? Random thoughts at that, but somehow they are all correlated in some way.
HERE WE GO… in this corner, weighing in at a little over 130 lbs, we have Li’l Chicken-Featherweight ë:
THE UPSIDES & THE DOWNSIDES
"When we get to heaven, we’ll
laugh about all this bullshit."
– Tupac Shakur 1996 House of Blues
Always remember “what goes up must come down” never mind double-crossing!
And how about the XX’s & the XXX’s & the X’s, which I will write about in a later blog, because that’s another volume & a half.
All I know is that when you get plenty, there’s always the word “no”… now that is priceless! And yep, it’s a cruel world out there, folks!
On the same note & in coming to a close here, I believe that in order to be finely tuned, you need to achieve an equalibrium & reach the median point where you can find the real value both within yourself, the people, the things & the world around you.
On another 
since I’ve been well-versed & in tune with being in separate corners (whether they’re on a bingo card or in a fighting ring), here’s a few more of eez verses on versus:
IT’S NO SWEAT OFF MY BACK TO KISS OFF
thelightningphoenix 